INNER DEMON, DOPPELGANGER
Erle Frayne D. Argonza
Magandang hapon! Good afternoon!
Almost everyone experiences fear, among which is the
fear of the Devil. Why not re-examine your behavior, and one time or another
you’d be going through the rituals of demonizing people around you: neighbor,
fellow officesmate, Saddam Hussein, or anybody outside of you who would
exemplify the Demon-incarnate.
Fellows, the demon is right inside of you, so please
don’t over-bother yourself with looking for demons outside of you. True, there
are ‘devils’ (fallen angels, negative aliens of the Reptilian type) and
‘demons’ (interdimensional demented beings) everywhere, but you failed to see
this Inner Demon inside of you. Mind you, we all have this petty demon inside
of us, and it matters how we manage to rise above its dictates on us—through
the Primal Self, or desire-driven pursuits.
Inside of us too is an ‘etheric double’ that looks just
like us. It is our doppelganger, and at times it can disengage from us, show up
elsewhere and materialize right there, looking exactly just like us, and then
moves back to be re-integrated into your physical body. The doppelganger is the
repository of everything negative in us, becomes our ghost when our soul
departs with the astral body, and disintegrates after around 500 years or so.
Our Inner Demon necessarily nestles in the doppelganger, they are One.
Since we all tap Light from above, at varying grades of
intensity (masters and mystics tap the greatest), the question that arises is:
for what purpose do we use that Light? If 51% of the time the Light is used for
Primal pursuits, than chances are that we have become Demonic or moved over to
our Dark Side, ceased to be human, and is a hazardous Thing that moves around
freely.
If at least 51% of the time the Light is used for
service-for-others, loving others, productive pursuits, and constructive
engagements, than we end up more human at the end of our life. Better if 75% of
the time we use the Light or ‘spirit’ for higher purposes, and only 25% or
lower for primal-sinning purposes. This way, we have a chance to evolve a bit
higher, and when we reincarnate at some other time, we will be of a better
quality of being.
What do we do to get this Inner Demon down the drain?
Tough question, fellow Earthan. Should we control our passions, thus ending up
with a tamed Inner Demon? Lucifer taught us that Path before, and it backfired.
I am myself not in frequency with those who use a ‘passion control’ method,
like the Born Again, fundamentalists, and their likes who are, in effect,
wittingly or unwittingly serving Lucifer. Controlling passions will only lead
to our repetitive return in the physical plane without nary a bit of soul
improvement. Lucifer saw the result of his flawed prescription, and he never repented
at all about it. Bad! Arrogant! From a Being of so much Light, a producer of
Light himself, who till the end of his “last breath” was producing Light and
sharing this to His own minions.
The better way is through gradual deprogramming
renunciation. Gradually, deprogram each of your vices (opposite of virtues),
and then consequently build virtues. This is not the same as controlling
passions. On the contrary, if passions strike you while still young, go ahead
and flow with it for a while, and then realizing thereafter that flowing with
the Primal brings you down, then you yourself with rise up above the passions
and flow with the Light or beneficial energies instead.
Remember the story of Mary Magdala? She rode astride
her Inner Demon for some time, both for survival (she has to make a living
through commercial sex) and probably for pleasure (sex, wine, controlling
people were damn good pleasures). Until the World Teacher, Jesus Christ,
arrived in her life and she had this paradigm shift.
Now, do you ever know of any occasion when Jesus
condemned passions the way Lucifer did? “He who hasn’t sinned will cast the
first stone,” was his candid declaration to the folks who wished to condemn a
sex worker & sinner. In that process, the respective Inner Demon of the
folks were projected unconsciously on the sinner, and as a matter of expiation
exercise they would have stoned their own same Inner Demon. And the horror of
it is that another person will die due to their own sinfulness. See?
In some previous writings of mine, I already elaborated
on the matter of deprogramming of vices, building virtues, the use of prayers
and meditations for enhancing divinity, and related spiritual technologies.
They are the ones that are easily applicable and practicable, so I’m
recommending that you examine their efficacy.
Again, fellow Earthans, let me repeat, the more
dangerous Inner Demon is just right inside of you rather than those external
ones. Even if there were 1 Billion demons and devils surrounding you, like they
did to the baby Krishna , if you are vibrating
at higher frequency, are virtuous and possess a strong aura that is truly
protective of your being, then those Evil Ones will never be able to attack nor
destroy you. On the contrary, they would snub you, feeling frustrated and
giving up on their annoying abominations.
So, Dear One, please work out to tame your Inner Demon
and your doppelganger as well. Don’t enslave it as this will certainly lead to
schizophrenia. If you get to that point of manic-depressive disorder, your
Inner Demon-doppelganger will then invite external Evil Ones who will possess
you collectively. It may take another lifetime before the possession will be
corrected and healed. Or, you may end up becoming demonic yourself, and may
take many lives before you attain relative self-integration.
Learn how to dance with your Inner Demon and eventually
tame it, making it conform to your will. It can be done, mind you, yes it can.
The various teachers and masters have demonstrated to us the tools to do them.
Have the will, courage, patience, you will be able to tame this Inner Demon.
May you succeed in this noble task of yours. Carpe diem!
[Writ 09 May 2008, Quezon City
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