EMBLEM OF THE DUST
Erle Frayne Argonza / Ra
I am but the emblem of the dust
Blown smoothly away by the wind.
Born from out of the dust
Where rests the cosmic elements
Over a century known in all;
Nurtured within the womb of Terra
Mother of all Mothers;
Delivered as seed by Firmament’s
demiurgos
The ultima pater noster;
So was I born, a dust.
Chartered was my life through sojourns
By my Self
Betwixt worlds
Of shadows and sunlit dales
I the dust, I the crafter.
Molded was I so exquisitely humane
Betwixt cast of the hardest metals
Harder than Bernardo Carpio’s will
Was I nurtured out extruded
I am my own furnace, my dust I am.
Founded was I a warrior
Crafted in the trade of the blade
Whose countenance is blanketed with
Courage
A most scarce diadem;
Bear I the Will to thrust the majestic
sword
Unto the fleshy morsels of obstacles
Conceived by Existence, Uncertainty,
Death
That I rise, am I arisen
I a dust, yet a Warrior.
Blown forth am I the dust
Blown forth by my own Will
Astride winds sunbeams waters
Ne’er fixed and transfixed neither
By mischievous forces of diabolical
climes
Now dust am I, my Will wind
‘Tis my starship to galactic
Worlds of humans.
What has come to pass in my biographic
trails?
My Past and Future, of what constructs
made of?
They I’ve myself made
I the baker who’s always been attending
To chores of my oven’s commands
I’ve had my whereabouts made
Even as Future and Past cancel out
In the nothingness of the Omnipresent
Present:
Time is but non-Time altogether
A leaf that has crumpled in its own
face
‘Tis but a premise of one who’s never
lived
So is it a pest that distracts awhile
And later fornicates in its death
traps.
What’s the most illustriously true
But that I the dust was ever present
In time as time to me was spent a-non
I therefore live forever.
I’d gazed at the celestial mirror
And glanced at Eternal Thou
Or was it? Eternal Thou? What’s it?
A chimera derived from my own image?
An extract from the prurient I?
Or is it the whole Kosmos focused
In the magnificent galactic lens so
said?
O! Kosmos! O! Nature! You are Eternal!
Am I Thou?
Please whisper the answer softly
In my ear
Amid the hypnotic melodies
Of the celestial music…
I so earnestly await thy response!
Wherefore the dust shall have gone
forth
In the tapestries and gourdian knots of
Nature
To be a part of and yet not
Of elements among whom it had immersed
As the Ego does to the countless Alters
It “Is” now and yet “Is Not”
A concrete now and yet a phantom as
well
The moving and the rested wedded
together
It is, it is such, it is
For and only for it to scale altitudes
To where it fuses with the bounds of
its source
It is the changeling, the changeling
That dons the matterly cloak: the
Kosmos
Of which it Is:
The Iota and the Whole are One.
Henceforth shall it have known
The All and the Self
Finale regal of its sacred mission.
That I am: the dust
Caringly blown away by the wind.
[Writ. 19 Feb. ‘92, Cubao, Quezon City, M.Manila]
REFLECTION
Another poetic piece of mine that is deeply steeped
in mysticism or the esoteric. I was already a practicing yogi at this time,
already mentoring seekers for some years when I wrote this piece. It speaks of
couples of core universal principles, inclusive of the Law of One. It reveals
the Parabrahman (the All) and the subtle notion of Oversoul.
There is more to say about the matter, but I’d as a
guru prefer to leave the archetypal and esoteric items in the poem to be
unlocked by the seekers and mystics themselves. A guru must always leave some
space for seekers to genuflect and meditate about rather than spoon feed them
with floods of knowledge and truths.
As
a matter of personal revelation, in case that I would exit physically, I wish
the first lines of the poem to serve as my elegy. Humility and magnanimity are
of utmost import to any Aspirant, which I strongly stressed in this poem.
Ra
April 2011